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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

MOVIES I WANT TO WATCH!




I'm reading the book and I'm so intrigued. I can't wait to watch it this coming Monday with Baby. I waited so long to watch it with her.




Local movie! Must SARPOK!! The trailer is long but everytime it plays my eyes are glued onto the screen. Wong Li Lin as the main actress is just the icing on the cake for me. =D





Korean comedy is always to my liking and never fail to tickle me. Nuff said.


Main reason I want to watch this is the scene where Britney's shaving her head and being kicked down into the massive hole. Lols

Can't get to sleep. Bloody hell. Been thinking on the bed rather than falling to sleep. Might as well rant all those thoughts here.


I've kept the messages Baby sent me. I kept reading it all over and over. Within 3 days the situation just flipped over. It made me think how unexpecting life could be. Now we're back to normal happy days. Well not totally but soon. I had a small laugh after reading. How naive of her to say all those things. See aren't we getting along well now? Was it necessary? I don't blame her but I certainly wouldn't want to hear it anymore in the future. God, was I so heartbroken the night I received those sms-es. I couldn't hold back my tears. They were like the Niagara Falls. I'm so relieved now that the break up never happened. The Niagara Falls never stops flowing, hence, so would my tears.




I look forward to greater times with her. This has no doubt brought us closer. My love indeed as always never stops growing. =]


These past few days I've been searching high and low for the bermudas. Well not exactly berms, more of shorts. Not those that are baggy and have pockets at the side. I'm wanting the ones which are slimer and shorter. I'm starting to give up. Went Suntec to find the Lacoste bag that was on Seventeen (Yes I read girl magazines after which, passed them to Baby =D ) Totally suck lah the bag. Didn't look like the one in the magazine.



Hmm I'm reading PS I Love You book. Yes I know its now a movie but its been a long time I read. Its so touching. What a man would do for the woman he loves is beyond of this world. I'm not saying that woman don't do the same for the man they love though. Love knows no boundaries. How true. I haven't done anything special for the people I love lately. Why? Hmm let's think. Most probably because I'm not down with any chronic illness or anything. But its because of the "comfort" zone, I guess. When you're in the "comfort" zone, you tend to neglect stuffs and even take things for granted.



When was the last time you made your love, feelings or care by mouth or actions to those around you? When was the last time you made them feel blessed to have you in their life?



Just like how you would go "Aiya why need to do these stuffs, friend and family all for life mah." But life has alot in store for you. You never know what will happen. Therefore take the initiative or better, make it a habit to show that you care, you love, you mean it, to the ones around you.



I hope I talked sense. Haha pretty sleepy now. I don't wanna blog crap. Gonna stop blogging. Time I pamper myself to hot Milo and some laughs from the prank videos in youtube. =]

Monday, February 25, 2008

I need jeans, bag, shorts, shirts, polos, tees, flops, shoes, watch. Grr bloody so many things I wanna buy. I need a damn job that pays well. *)&(^*%^$&%$$^&#$

Bought and read the 8days for this week. Most information revolving the EDC scandal. Piece of shyte! But Li Lin on the cover made it all worth. =D

I miss Baby. Been meeting her for short periods of time these few days. Certainly not enough. Hai bloody sian. She's not feeling any better too. I hope things will turn around soon. I'll strike 4D or Toto or get that good paying job, seriously I don't know which is harder to get. Baby and I will be back to our joyful times. Gillian Chung will finally get a brazilian done. OOps

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

I'm anxious. I keep wondering how the talk would go. I'm hoping a miracle would happen. But I can't see it coming. Duh of course if not, it wouldn't be a miracle. Chatted with Baby in the morning. Better than yesterday.

Baby, I know you're scared. I am too. You must be wondering how long our relationship will last. I'm seriously afraid of losing you. I can't afford to lose you. I'm serious. I think I'm darn useless. I can't persuade you to have faith in our relationship. Please I beg for you to have faith. I believe we can overcome this. Not by being apart but together. I plead for you to persevere. I'm willing to do anything for us to stay together. YES call me selfish because I won't let you go. What I've gone through with you for the period in the relationship has been EXTRAordinary.

I know its hard being in between. You're suffering as a result. I won't pressure you. I don't want you to crack under pressure again. I just want you to know my stand. I'm not being arrogant but I know you don't want to give me up. You still love me. I know because you're a part of me. I wish we would stay together. I love you. =]

Sunday, February 17, 2008

I'm so fucking stress right now. Not only exams but relationship wise. I hope the meeting would go well although I don't see any hope to make it better. Sigh I'm pissed off yet so damn worried. I really don't want it to end. Let me say that even if it has to end, it has to end with a high. I rather seperate happily rather than unwillingly. If a break up is really inevitable that is. Sigh fucked up.

Saturday, February 16, 2008

I'm supposed to be revising now but what the heck. I was busy surfing http://www.zipia.net/ for stuffs. Cool products they have and some are well not badly priced.

I went to school to revise earlier today. Understood quite alot of things but yet insufficient for a pass, I guess. After revision I headed to Grandmother's house for my grandfather's passed away prayers. My grandmother must be damn lonely with my grandfather. At least she's moved on and seemed much happier than before.

I'm gonna watch soccer now. Can't wait for the Manchester United and Arsenal match later. Arsenal have a few injury problems if I'm not mistaken. The Red Devils better take well their chance to get through.

I'm also hoping to meet Baby tommorrow. I miss her alot. =\


Revision is hell especially when you know nuts. I really don't want to fail. Its so hard. Grr I'm so tired.

I miss Baby. I really feel that we should at least be a little accepted by her mother. Its expected in a cross-race relationship. I know that, but the situation never improved. For 2 years and still the same shit treatment. Brrr I don't know what to say. I just want to continue this relationship. I love her. I'm happy with her. =]

Monday, February 11, 2008

Finally a day out with Baby. Just the two of us. Started off with 2 movies back to back. Watched Ah Long Pte Ltd and then CJ7. If you demand a comparison, CJ7 is way way better for me. Ah Long Pte Ltd is a good show but not that entertaining. I had the "exit" feeling during the show. I finally had that "glued to your seat" feeling that you're supposed to have during movies, during the CJ7 movie. Very funny and touching as well which nearly made me burst into tears.

We had dinner at Central @ Clarke Quay. Ate at Manhattan Fish Market. Chose the balcony seats. Took alot of pictures but updated only a few. Note the change in sky colour. We were there from 6.30pm to around 8pm. Here goes




My lovely company for the day, my sweetheart.









I need a haircut






Blowtorching the sauce on top of the lobster.


Giant Flaming Lobster Platter (for 2 or 3 people)








Baby, loves!!






Still working on that unnatural smile

As you may have noticed there weren't any pictures of me and Baby together. Haha Couldn't get a right one. After all the fun we had, movies and stomach filling dinner, we took a long stroll by the river. Till we reached Zouk and decided time to go home. I managed to piggyback Baby for quite a distance. Hee She's quite heavy for her small frame. Lols we took cab home because I was too tired.
Overall it was a great day. But all the events weren't necessary. What made me content was her company. Having her with me by my side is more than I could ever ask for. Loves =]

Thursday, February 7, 2008

I've been rotting the whole day. Simply nothing to do. It sucks. I need to go out. Someone please?

Sunday, February 3, 2008


First went out with Baby. Went to have lunch and walked around. Nothing much to do. Decided to watch movie, 27 Dresses. Very very entertaining and worth the watch. After that I met James, Choke and Chun Yip. We went to Simpang Bedok again. Two days in a row for me. Ate there, almost same menu as yesterday. Haha James said to us "First time but also last time." All the dishes were red and spicy. Don't blame him for being such a pussy. =P Hehe
Next time would be Spize The Makan Place. There's one at Riverside so don't have to go Bedok again. That would be some time end of this month I guess. Haha We trained home. Stood all the way, crowded like fuck. Fooled around as usual. Singing buffalax tunes and mighty morphin power rangers. Always so fun.
Oh yeah I wore the G2000 shirt. Abit hesitant at first but I promised Baby I would wear something smart. Haha My hair utterly sucks. I need a damn haircut after Chinese New Year. Don't wanna be paying extra just like James did. I had fun. Time to study for AOOP exam on Monday. =[

Saturday, February 2, 2008






Went Simpang Bedok to eat. Fucking full. Food was great. Abit normal for me. Maybe because there was too much to eat and we ate at quite fast pace. Haha had to unbutton my jeans' button after the meal. Syafiqah was with us. Us meaning me, Susi and Irfaan. So bubbly as ever. Haha the funny thing I guess about today was the guy who watched mobile porn beside our table. Fucking asshole. What was he trying to do? Whet his appetite? IDIOT


Susi says I look skinny in the shirt. Indirectly saying I have to head back to the gym and start carrying weights again. That MOTIVATES me but I wonder, for how long? =/