Project review tommorrow. Will be suckish. I'm prepared for failure. I don't mind having extra 6 months because this is what I want! Not because some lousy egoistic racist teacher failing me on purpose.

I read a friend's blog. She just had a break up, I assume. I don't really know. I kept thinking about the what if's. What if this, what if that. I chuckle each time I thought of it. I'm not happy at all she had to go through this. Afterall she's a friend.

I need boxing gloves, kicking pads and a training buddy. Lols We could train together on our own free time. Wouldn't it be nice?

Worked at the Singapore VS Brazil soccer match. Super tired. My feet are killing me. Wonder how I'll survive for SINGFest this weekend. So tired. Having project review this Friday or Thurday. Forget when lah. So frustrating because I haven't got my circuit in order. Project website ain't updated. Bloody SHIT!

I'm in need of lots of water. Feeling so thirsty all the time. DRINK AND SLEEP! Nights bloggie

I just read a blog. It was painful for me to read her words. I felt scared of having to go through what she's going through. Such a sudden loss. I don't think I'll be able to take such a devastating blow. I'm speechless.

I'm frigging exhausted. I'm weighing my options. A part of me saying just chiong through. A part of me saying extend another semester and be cool. I'm tired of studying. Sigh

Blisters on my feet. So painful. Such discomfort. Lesson learnt, always wear socks. Haha.

Been faithfully attending class so far this week. Tommorrow? Hmm I'm having doubts. Project day. 2 friggin days to weekends. It will be a slow and weak attempt to try and complete my project. Why bother doing it when I can't even put my heart and soul into doing it? I feel stressed. I wonder if its supposed to work that way. Studying under pressure. 3rd year in poly, its always been that way. I've been studying for my parents. Not for myself. I just want to get through this and do my NS.

I wish I am back to being a child. Being carefree and play with toys. Watching Power Rangers and not bother about tommorrow. I wish I could be a child again. But I know there won't be such a thing happening. Maybe only in my dreams.. . . . . . .

Sundays are boring. Maybe because all the fun I had yesterday had hit the weekend fun-ness quota.

Yesterday was a great start eversince I lost my wallet on Wednesday. I got new wallet from mum. FAKE LV. Gosh but at least can save buying a new one. Mum finally gave me the green light to attend Muay Thai but on condition I faithfully attend lessons. For the record I only went to school on Monday and Thurday this week. Think of it, I'm fucking pissed with myself. Grr

On Friday, I found out Dad got 2 pair of complimentary tickets to Gary's concert held yesterday. I wanted the tickets and watch with Shi Hui but decided not to. Dad gave it to his friend.

So yesterday Shi Hui and I went out. Had super fun until we forgot the time. Had to reach tiong bahru at 8.30pm. Rushed there as fast as possible and I collected the Zipia shoe. I'm very happy that Shi Hui bought it for me but I wished the shoe would last because it doesn't look like it will.

But really thanks Baby. Love you. Glad you enjoyed yesterday really much. =D

I'm mad. I want to release all the pent up anger in me. I don't know how to do it. GRR makes me even angrier. Fuck these few past few days.

What a day I had. Little did I knew that buying a 7up bottle from Cheers at Clarke Quay would lead to losing my wallet. Whoever found my wallet happy lah.

Here's the damages:
Cash $90
Ezlink $10 (Just topped up)
Ezlink Bus Concession $52 ( 3days ago just bought)

Total :$152

So frustrated at myself for being so careless and not realising it sooner. Worst of all, it happened when my handphone battery is dead! How worst could it get. All I had was $1 in my pocket. Made some calls. Susi and her boyfriend picked me up from Clarke Quay. Took Susi's family car home from Dover. Susi's beautiful sister was driving. Definitely made me feel better. Haha

I realised alot of what ifs I could have done to prevent it or lessen the damages. The cash was meant for paying the Muay Thai fee for this month. I should have paid after the class. Grr

I'm beat. Gonna sleep for school starts at 8am. Have to wake up and be punctual. Have had enough of a rough day. Hope next will be better.

Thanks, Susi and Alif for making the trip to fetch me. Appreciate it alot. =D
Thanks, Estee for driving me back home safely. >.<

Biggest THANKS to Shi Hui for being by my side all the while. Since we started our relationship, I've never felt you leave my side. You have always been there for me be it happy or rocky times.
I never felt so cared by a girl before, except my mum of course. I vow that I'll be the man you want me to be. Cos you deserve it all, my love. =]

"The ability to display skill in a fatigued state is a unique skill in itself"

I'll go running now and bear this in mind throughout.

Been sneezing all day. I don't feel too good. Apparently tommorrow is MONDAY which totally bores me. How could the weekend have passed without me having ample rest in addition with a very bad flu on last day of the weekend. Darn it.

I want to rest! Grr. Maybe study half day tommorrow. Lols sian ah!

Soon to crumble into bits

I hate my project. My supervisor sucks like mad. Don't help much. I can't stand being in the same room as him even for 30seconds. I wished I had made a better choice in picking project supervisor. I regret my decision and project days are gonna be hell. I guess its a little too late.

I miss Shi Hui. Friday please be gone fast! =(

I feel so shag!

I want my weekends to come quick!

I want MUAY THAI!

I want Shi Hui!