Haven't blogged for ages. Been busy with never ending school work.

Lately I can't get my mind to function properly. So many things in my mind, its congested. I feel like I don't even know what I want anymore. Like how I'm lost not knowing what to blog. I feel like an empty shell now. Its just so blank now. My eyes wide open. Nothing to think about in particular. But when I finally get to set my thoughts on smth, MANY OTHER thoughts rush in after that. Then I get lost. Not able to arrange my thoughts, not able to put those unnecessary ones aside. Not able to put my mind at ease. Wtf

Like how Craig David's Insomnia goes:

Feels like insomnia ah ah ahhh

For me now it seems like:

Feels like schizophrenia ah ah ahhh

Bloody not. Apparently going through the mighty Wikipedia, I hereby conclude that I might be suffering from thought disorder. Which is one of the symptoms for schizophrenia. wtf wtf. What would my life become if that really is true? wtf wtf wtf

Just when I said I should not skip school, I didn't bother to go to school today. Absurd

Finally I got an alarm clock! Although I've been faithfully waking up on time but who knows when I can keep this up? Haha School is alright. I just failed 1 module and just passed the other. Sian luh. Have no valid reason to skip school anymore. No excuses. Shi Hui's gonna be busy. So I have to be too. Of course I'll have a breather once a while. I called in to 98.7fm on Monday. Won tickets to City Alive. Some dance party at City Hall Front. Its the Chingay after party. I can't remember how many tickets I won. Still waiting to be contacted to collect. Nothing significant so far in 2009.

I hope Tevez stays in Man Utd. I really like him to play for the Red Devils. =[

I hope the situation in Gaza would just stop. Hope there won't be anymore innocent lives killed. Its awful for those victims. I wish it would stop and be peaceful for times ahead. =[

Shi Hui's Birthday Stills

Happy Birthday Shi Hui.
I wish spending your birthday with me would be a memorable one. I hope you'll be happy.
I love you.

Jason Mraz - Make It Mine (Music Video)

Been thinking about the upcoming new year. I've never accomplished much this year. Nothing I could think of. Academically, NO. Financially, NO. Physically, DOUBLE NO! Damn it.

I want to graduate in AUGUST. Graduation's been delayed for 6 months. Don't want it to happen again.

I want to get a stable part time job to help out with my expenses. Cost of plate of nasi lemak keeps increasing but the serving keeps shrinking!

I want to have broader shoulders. Nice sculpted and well defined body. Not muscular and freaky. How many times have I pondered over this? Its time, really. To get motivated. What set me started last time hitting the gym? I need it back quickly. Dear devil must have took it away.

I'm ushering the new year with a thick and untidy BUSH. Not THAT bush. I meant my hair... =D Hoping my first haircut in 2009 to be a success! Hope not to go back to square one which I would take as a bad omen for the new year. =]

I've plenty more goals and wishes but leaving that to another time.