Been faithfully attending class so far this week. Tommorrow? Hmm I'm having doubts. Project day. 2 friggin days to weekends. It will be a slow and weak attempt to try and complete my project. Why bother doing it when I can't even put my heart and soul into doing it? I feel stressed. I wonder if its supposed to work that way. Studying under pressure. 3rd year in poly, its always been that way. I've been studying for my parents. Not for myself. I just want to get through this and do my NS.

I wish I am back to being a child. Being carefree and play with toys. Watching Power Rangers and not bother about tommorrow. I wish I could be a child again. But I know there won't be such a thing happening. Maybe only in my dreams.. . . . . . .