I kissed his forehead and bid my final goodbye to my "Tok"(grandfather). He didn't reply me for he passed away this morning at 1am. I left the hospital at 10.30pm yesterday. I commented on Tok's breathing yesterday. The intervals between each breath was quite long. He was still breathing so I took nothing of it. Never did I knew 3 hours later he would heave his last breath. Could I have taken the initiative to find a doctor to check up on my grandfather? I was even the last to go off. I stood there just looking at him. I certainly will miss him. Went to friday prayer near the cemetery at Jalan Bahar. After which proceeded with the burial. Left after uttering prayers and goodbyes. I'm worried for my grandmother. She will be hurt most. Will visit her more frequent now. Don't want her to fall sick and feel lonely.

Tommorrow I'll hit the gym. Might be going Queensway tommorrow evening with Irfaan. Maybe Susi will tag along too, if she doesn't feel too sick. Hope she gets well soon.

I haven't had a decent sleep since this morning 3am. So I'm going to sleep soon. Takecare all =]