Played soccer in the morning. Fun as usual. Couldn't find my feet though. Had trouble coping with relentless heavy breathing and nausea. Feel so much better now. Gotta start training my stamina. Its been ages since I last ran more than a kilometre. Looked myself in the mirror lately. Felt sad because I lost quite an amount of mass. But its gonna change. Might need 1-2 weeks to get used to hitting the gym and eating as I have planned. I'm not as motivated as before though. Wednesday will turn things around and kickstart stuffs. Enough talk.

Another that's on my mind lately is my birthday. Haha will do a small bbq for friends. Will have to work out on budget first. It will be on the 1st which will be on Saturday or the next which is the 8th. I'm also making it in conjunction for my long time friend, James. He's enlisting into NS on 13th Dec. So it will be sort of a gathering for him too. Haha friends down together makan makan. Haha. But Bert, don't worry. I'm not asking you to share expenses or anything. Haha its just a sum pian thing since our circle of friends are almost the same.

Went out with Baby yesterday. Been a long time since I've met her. Last time was 2 weeks ago and then I had chickenpox. Frustrating two weeks. Some sort of test for our relationship. We watched Mr Woodcock. Didn't focus much on the movie. Attention was mostly on Baby. Missed her so much. I could just look at her for hours. Had a great day with her. Her O levels starts tommorow. Amaths paper 1. Man what a way to kick off the exam period with Mathematics. Haha been two years since I took my O levels. 2 years went past that easily. We're getting older by the day. Death may come anytime.

Death scares people. How's it like? Will it hurt? Where will you go after you die? If you sit down and think about it, death will scare you. I think about it sometimes after reading suicides, murder articles on the newspaper. Life has always been unpredictable. You take a day at a time. Make full use of the time with your loved ones. Be productive in life. Achieve whatever you set out for the day, be it completing school or getting your hair cut. Be loved and not hated for what you want to leave behind is a good impression on others so that you're living in their memories.

OMG. I can't believe it. What has come over me? After reading what I have wrote, now I'm scared. Am I gonna die? Haha Oh god I'm not prepared to meet you. I pray to be given time to repent on my sins and achieve my goals. I'm feeling eerie now. Got to shake it off. Gonna watch My Wife Is A Gangster 3. Thanks Qi for it. Loves. Ciao