I'm feeling very worried for Baby right now. What should I do? If she has it, I'll never forgive myself. Please god, save Baby. I hope she doesn't get infected. Please save her and look over her. Please let nothing happen to her. I'm feel so useless. All I can do is pray and do nothing else. Hai I'm a useless asshole. Why didn't I find out earlier that I'm infected with it. Then I would have taken the necessary precautions and not meet up with Baby. Hai I'm literally dumb.

Chickenpox is not fun at all. But it doesn't stop me from having fun. This morning I played soccer with Irfaan, Wei Hong, Hafiz, Hafeez, Syafiq and James. Susi was there too. Been a long time since I played soccer. I kicked a ball onto an opponent's face, some spots burst, the team had plenty of chances and high fever came back after the match. Damn it was so GREAT. Nothing is gonna stop me from having fun. Not even chickenpox.

I just woke up. Slight feverish. I miss Baby. Hai she's studying with her friends. I can't see her till I've fully recovered. Please god watch over my Baby. Hai chickenpox symptoms will only appear 2 weeks after exposure. Hai 2 weeks from now, her O levels starts. Hai I really feel so useless now. Hope Baby won't get infected.