I don't know how things are now. Are we really done? Have she really given up on me? Does she really want not to hold on anymore? Am I too much? I'm simply not good enough. I'm dragging her down with me. So we might as well both let go. I can't believe this is happenning. Don't know wether I ought to cry or laugh. All I know is that I'm lost without her. I didn't want it this way till she said she can't hold on. I take that as she has given up on me. I feel so hurt but I don't blame her entirely. I don't know what I'm talking either. I'm so lost