I never ever thought that it will happen. Its not the first time though. Somehow I feel that this time, the outcome would be different. If it does, I won't blame you. I guess many would have given up on me if they were to go through what you have. Therefore I won't blame you for giving me up, as much as I wished for you not to.

As much as I wanted to say "Let's not do this", I chose not to for I would be selfish because you're entitled to have your own time to think it over.

As much as I wanted to say "I love you" just now, I hesitated for I felt you didn't wish to hear that at that instant.

If the outcome would be different this time, as much as I would want to say "I want you back, Does it have to end this way?", I promise I wont say it for I respect your choice and also because you deserve better.